To live a life with no regret is the same as saying you’ve lived a life you haven’t cared enough about to affect or have been affected by. Where you don’t care enough about the people around you. What you said or did not say; what you did or did not. I have many regrets, but I don’t regret those said regrets. Conundrum.

Loneliness can be easily done; given the right people are around.

I have many uses
Many attachments
I live a Swiss Army Life.

Anonymous asked: y u so fine?

Uh… Huh?

There was a time when I felt that my words held more weight than they do now. I think that was an egocentric part of me grasping onto what part of me needed to be tended to.

I used to argue about what I believed to be right. My idea of life and love and how it should be led. It’s points and it’s significance. The concept of individuality. My idea of what humanity should be. My idea of how to transcend humanity.

But how can we transcend humanity when we can’t even get that down correctly?

I tried bringing people up. I’ve tried bringing people back to Earth. I’ve let people down a myriad of occasions.

I’ve given advice without actually taking it myself.

I tend to believe in others more than I do in myself. Have I become reliant on that?

I guess what I’m trying to say is: I miss when my words held more weight than they do now. Egocentric, for sure. Everyone is growing and I’m stuck in symbolical diapers.

I enjoy looking from a safe distance, but very rarely do I display the bravery to approach and say how beautiful it truly is. I’m scared that I never will say it, even when the day comes that I lose it.